Theshortshedevil: heeeeeeeey

Theshortshedevil: wuts up, homie

Number1GenuesFan: nothing do i know you?

Theshortshedevil: i bet you completely gorgot my name!

Theshortshedevil: are you good iwth names?

Number1GenuesFan: sometimes

Theshortshedevil: I remember your name. KENT!

Number1GenuesFan: who are you?

Number1GenuesFan: where did i meet you?

Theshortshedevil: i am sad

Theshortshedevil: i am not being remembered.

Number1GenuesFan: i've never seen this sn in my life

Theshortshedevil: well that's cuz i never gave it to you

Theshortshedevil: i did email you though.

Theshortshedevil: why don't you check your email?

Number1GenuesFan: are you taylor?

Theshortshedevil: yay!

Theshortshedevil: ....hi

Number1GenuesFan: why don't you check your e-mail i wrote you back

Theshortshedevil: mmmm...

Theshortshedevil: okay

Number1GenuesFan: how did you get my information?

Theshortshedevil: what information

Number1GenuesFan: my e-mail/sn thing

Theshortshedevil: you gave it to me.

Number1GenuesFan: crazy stalker girl

Number1GenuesFan: did i?

Number1GenuesFan: oh

Theshortshedevil: You put it on my mailing list, remember?

Number1GenuesFan: oh yeah

Theshortshedevil: and so did other people because i am immensely popular

Number1GenuesFan: when do i get mailing list things?

Theshortshedevil: you just got one

Number1GenuesFan: no i didn't

Number1GenuesFan: i got an e-mail thing addressed to me

Theshortshedevil: well... not just... but ....

Number1GenuesFan: it scared me

Theshortshedevil: yaah

Theshortshedevil: that was the point

Number1GenuesFan: i almost deleted it

Theshortshedevil: i don't know where the outhouse is

Theshortshedevil: why did you think it was porn?

Number1GenuesFan: it's at los gatos high school

Theshortshedevil: oh. okay.

Number1GenuesFan: because everything i get is porn

Theshortshedevil: Ewwwooo, that's that one super rich high school, isn't it

Number1GenuesFan: yeah

Theshortshedevil: ewwo..

Theshortshedevil: well i'll think about it

Number1GenuesFan: that just means there's more to fuck up there

Number1GenuesFan: don't think just go

Theshortshedevil: hah!

Number1GenuesFan: and the other show that day got canceled

Theshortshedevil: i went to a KMS show and they gave me a free poster and signed it and took me backstage and said they loved me, will they do that if I go there?

Theshortshedevil: *KBS

Number1GenuesFan: who's kbs?

Theshortshedevil: Kamikaze Momb Squad, they were at the gaslighter

Theshortshedevil: Bomb

Theshortshedevil: underwears are gross.

Number1GenuesFan: i don't know i'm not the person to ask

Number1GenuesFan: yeah but they had dolphins on them

Theshortshedevil: sooper

Number1GenuesFan: but i took them of

Number1GenuesFan: off

Theshortshedevil: i wish i had dolphin underwears.

Number1GenuesFan: i'll probably where them if i go to sleep tonight

Theshortshedevil: um. okay.

Theshortshedevil: hey, do you remember special kid?

Number1GenuesFan: and i'm kind of tired because my mum woke me up this morning to go to walmart super early but it was fun

Number1GenuesFan: who's that?

Theshortshedevil: special kid was the short one with the white and red striped shirt?

Number1GenuesFan: the only new people i met at the show was you and harley

Theshortshedevil: he liked to jump up and down too, and he peggred the bass player in the head...

Theshortshedevil: oh.

Number1GenuesFan: i didn't like any of the other bands

Theshortshedevil: i'm sure you wouldn't, you being the NUMBER 1 GENUES FAN.

Number1GenuesFan: i like other bands most of the time

Number1GenuesFan: but too much shitty pop punk annoys me

Theshortshedevil: ha

Theshortshedevil: do you like scream-o?

Theshortshedevil: i hate it.

Number1GenuesFan: i don't know what that is

Number1GenuesFan: give me examples

Number1GenuesFan: i just like good music that doesn't suck

Number1GenuesFan: that's how i describe my musical tastes

Theshortshedevil: well you wouldn't like it, it's bad music that sucks majorly.

Number1GenuesFan: give me examples

Number1GenuesFan: i might like it

Number1GenuesFan: people have differences in opinions sometimes

Theshortshedevil: failing history

Number1GenuesFan: oh shit they're terrible

Theshortshedevil: you've heard them?

Number1GenuesFan: they played a battle of the bands with the genues

Theshortshedevil: wow

Number1GenuesFan: and the genues got last place even though they were by far the best band

Theshortshedevil: i'm surprised you know who they are

Theshortshedevil: that sucks.

Number1GenuesFan: yeah but it was funny

Number1GenuesFan: the people almost didn't let me into the show either

Theshortshedevil: failing history really is bad, they just have hot members and a lot of friends, so people like them.

Theshortshedevil: and they fall down too much

Number1GenuesFan: wow that sounds like me

Number1GenuesFan: i am hot, i have lots of friends, and i fall downa lot

Theshortshedevil: you are a hot member?

Theshortshedevil: ooo

Number1GenuesFan: no because i don't belong to anythign

Theshortshedevil: you should join something

Number1GenuesFan: except me and my friend china are going to start a band one of these days

Number1GenuesFan: i'm going to be the freestylin singer guy

Theshortshedevil: in the meantime you should join a club.

Number1GenuesFan: i'm going to be in the interact club at my school this year

Number1GenuesFan: and i'll probably join the badminton team

Theshortshedevil: A fun one, like the ANIME club or AMNESTY internationa;.

Theshortshedevil: I'm on the tennis team.

Number1GenuesFan: what's fun about anime ( i can't even say that word) or amnesty international?

Number1GenuesFan: one day i'll play you at tennis

Theshortshedevil: they're not fun at all. that's the point.

Number1GenuesFan: and you'll kick my ass

Number1GenuesFan: i don't get the point a lot i'm sorry

Theshortshedevil: if i played you at badminton, you'd kick mine

Theshortshedevil: neither do i it's okay

Number1GenuesFan: nope i suck

Theshortshedevil: not as much as me.

Number1GenuesFan: what school do you go to?

Theshortshedevil: do you go to los gatos ihgh?

Number1GenuesFan: no i go to santa teresa

Number1GenuesFan: but i'm not supposed to

Number1GenuesFan: i'm not a rich kid

Theshortshedevil: oh

Theshortshedevil: i go to piedmont

Number1GenuesFan: los gatos high is funny, because every single car that's in the parking lot is nice than my parent's

Theshortshedevil: but i'm not supposed to

Number1GenuesFan: shit if you guys play my school at tennis i'll come watch

Theshortshedevil: cool

Number1GenuesFan: and i'll cheer for you unless you play one of my friends then i'll be in the middle

Theshortshedevil: our parking lot is full of honda civics for the fobs

Number1GenuesFan: it's all about preludes

Number1GenuesFan: with dhoc v-tech

Theshortshedevil: i want golf.

Number1GenuesFan: i still don't know what dhoc v-tech is

Theshortshedevil: heh

Number1GenuesFan: i'm going to go baseball tonight is coming on

Theshortshedevil: whoopeedoo

Theshortshedevil: see you

Number1GenuesFan: it's my favorite show

Number1GenuesFan: almost

Number1GenuesFan: bye-bye taylor

Number1GenuesFan signed off at 10:52:19 PM.

That was KENT. As you should already know. I IMed him. isn't that spectacular?

I think I like Kent. I think I like Nader. Nader... i don't know. He's so weird! Like,he aactually talked to me when I called him! Not awkwardly and. "Why are you calling me for?" like Ben, but enthusiasticallly, and same goes for when I talk to him online. that's weird, isn't it? It's like a completely different Nader than the Nader I know. He said my graffiti was super cool and even tried to send me his baby picture. Yeah,I know. Wow.

I really liked myself at the concerts. Both concerts. I really liked me. I want to be like that all the time. Un-shy and cool and a bad girl, one who doesn't give a shit what everyone else thinks but winds up making evreyone else think she's fabulous anyway. And if they don't think she's fabulous, well, that's their problem. For the first time in a long time, I liked me.

You know in the fight club? The part where Jake (that's his name, right? Jake? I don't remember. I am Jake's screaming revenge.) The part where Jake meets Bob in the street and Bob they talk about fight club, and Bob starts talking about the eccentric maniacal genius of Tyler Durden? Yeah. Bob says something like, "I hear he's fabulous, I'd really love to meet him." And then the camera shows Edward Norton thinking about that, and it cuts to a different scene.

I wonder what happened in that little space between the new scene and him thinking. Did he tell Bob? Did he say, "Hey, baby, you're lookin' at 'im!" Wouldn't any normal person have without thinking, "yeah? I'm tyler." But thta's too much full of pride isn't it, there's some mysterious reason he didn't tell him, even though he was bound to find out anyway, and probably did in the next scene. Where he fights him. But he doesn't say anything, or the camera doesn't show it, because it's artsy. Should he have said something? Everyone assumes he doesn't. Would I have? Would you have? If you weren't in a movie with a perfect dramatic pause like that, would you have? Would it have been too....

I dunno. I never do.