Kathy and I went to Dobashi and Haight And Ashbury today.

She just left.

She's gone.

I guess I should be kind of used to it by now. It's only 2 months this time, after all.. it was 5 months last time and her Mom had been mean about it, resulting in an entire day of sobbing for me...I won't cry this time. No. I'll see her again. Soon! We'll mail. it's okay. I'm not going to cry this time. And I'm not going to feel guilty about now crying this time, either. it's okay. She only left 2 minutes ago.

Oh god.

I miss her so much already.