It's pretty surprising how the fact that someone likes you could improve your self-esteem so much.

Hated my hair, kind of dig my hair. Hated my skin, think it's not so bad. Thought my eyebrows were crazy, delaying need for waxing. Hated my handwriting, like my handwriting.

I'm becoming paranoid, though. Even more paranoid than before if that's possible.

I'm really confused. I wish I could just get some good advice from somebody. I wish Kathy was around. She'd know exactly what to say.